i'm trying to get ready to write a book on how i got sucked into the scummy criminal underword and the battle it took to get out again. i got enough material to work with as it is, but i'm still waiting for the ending to happen out in real life, so the saga isn't completely over yet. i'm safe and things are starting to return to normal again, so i might as well start writing the book.
lemme just say that even it takes me a few years to write some people might get to read it from prison.
the fact that my anarchist world view is well settled and didn't come over night, i have made it an ideal to actively live my life questioning everything. an anarchist dogma that led me to question the assumption that all intravenous drug users are necessarily drug addicts and thus getting me romantically involved with a junkie.
this lead to my annus horribilis and this is my mission to document it; probably more self-therapy than anything else. a few days before taking the final decision to actually start writing, i had a unreleated, surreal, experience that prompted me to write a 1200-word essay in one 8-hour setting. a bit manic perhaps.
i will go post the essay somewhere else now........
